Losing Consciousness

Feels like pouring yourself underneath the deep blue sky
A numb and fragile splash, one I never imagined and one I never expected
An everlasting promise to get lost, once and forever into foreseen
To rest on the cradle of introspection, Pushed by the lament cries
Elevate me high all of a sudden make me feel alive
Do question on the hues of autumn
As the leaves diverge, let’s disperse the memoir freed from mankind
Never ever I have held so deeply at once
Attached to all but detached from me
So still…yet present in this ambiguous world
Whatever is on my mind today I’ll say it, a chorus that’s how I feel it
Today I’m truthful to myself, I’m young and I’m old
I have been borrowed and I have been sold
Just choked and strangled by the web of unknown
Air is no longer required to breathe, captivated my soul empty and numb
Like a wild fish jumping into sparkling water
Ocean of delusion without any boundation of reality
Fiction is my bibliography losing consciousness as I spoke
I’m miserable and I’m gone
I’m nobody and I’m you
It’s eternal as everlasting I’ll float
Downwards till the core of knowing how to forget, how to unlearn
How to reverse and how to conquer the broken sunshine
An unpredictable move, a manipulative maneuver immortal like a happy rhyme
One I longed to write, the cheerful melody I could never recite
So close to heaven…..still so far from God
As the halo will change its color
Azure dying in the blood of apathy
Sabotaged by the Rouge, Green affectionate as the pupil of yours
Before I wake from my long sleep before I shift to hibernate
Before we start developing ourselves into the city of social chameleons
Look we’ll always be wild animals, suffering and alone

By- Kshitij Sinha
11/8/2017