In the synergy of days where neither you talked nor I called In the synergy of days when there's no argument left...still we fought In a desire when the world is standstill...Somehow I know we won't last Soon there will be trivial disagreements...you'll shout and I'll listen No desire to respond no intention to hurt Nevertheless, soon we'll scar each other for a lifetime You'll say that's how people are...we all change and darling that's not even a lie Soon you'll say that's why I shouldn't have trusted...I shouldn't have opened up...I shouldn't have kissed And I shouldn't have called you mine Darling...I wish I could go back in time Darling...even if I could go back in time I would have still lived all the emotions all the tangled memories I still would have slept with you on the other end of the call...Hearing your yawns feeling your breath You asking me to cut the line and I'm hoping that even if I insist you won't I would have still waited for your morning makeover "look" Skipping a beat over your chikankari kurti...One Jhumka at a time Would have forever been your eternal sunshine of spotless mind...Stealing memories Darling...I would have lived an eternity only if I could go back in time Yet in all the possibilities and in all the permutations there's always you and I Yet in all the possibilities and in all the permutations...this is precisely where we part This is the crossroad where it rains and one of us will say...it's just a matter of time This is the crossroad where we'll contemplate who is going to leave whose hand Yet darling remember we left holding hands long ago In the synergy of days where neither you talked nor I called In the synergy of days when there's no argument left... we still fought In simpler terms, we have learned to be happy without each other On the coldest of days...when I wanted you to behold you were busy posting stories of these new friends who are suddenly priorities of your life, When you mentioned you wanted to talk I was angry on the issue I no longer remember...Remember how I don't even ask you now, how was your day...I just wonder why don't you point out all that's been fading away... In simpler terms, we have learned to be happy without each other What, why, where, how, who, they, when, Is it, That so, I wonder, I, we, you, don't you dare to I apologize There are a lot of sentences I want to start with...I want to sit next to you... holding your hands With your shoulder over my head The setting sun and the sea breeze playing with your hairs There's a lot both said and unsaid But what's the point...There's just 1% battery left Like always good night, sweet dreams and take care Calm is the place that has heard so many cries By: Kshitij Sinha 01/09/2023
